There comes a time in your life when you must evaluate the situation you are in and realize it is not worth the stress anymore. I wrote this at a time when I was questioning why I even wanted to be with someone who was incapable of reciprocating the same energy as me and the love I was capable of giving. It was when I realized that as a big-hearted individual, my main flaw is wanting to give everyone love, but I need to learn that I can’t give all of my love to everyone. I need to protect my energy.
You told me I brought you happiness
So, why did you bring me pain?
You said I brought sunshine to your life
So, why did you bring darkness to mine?
You said I was the only one there for you.
So, why did you put a knife in my back?
Why did you rip my heart from my chest.
Leaving me empty.
Why did you take my soul and leave me a zombie?
It’s as if you were a tornado ripping through a city.
Destroying everything in its path.
Why did you ruin me?
Why did you lay with me,
you never planned to be with me?
You said you’d make me a mother,
But never a wife.
No, you see I wasn’t good enough for you.
Undeserving of a title.
You used to bring butterflies to my stomach.
Now you bring moths.
You bring disgust.
Why did I ever lay with you?
Gave you my body, and you tore it in two.
Fuck you.
But silly me, why did I ever even think of loving someone like you?
