“People enter your life and they exit just as easily. It’s not always so easy to the one who is left there, alone, wondering where they went wrong. These thoughts can leave a permanent mark on the person, often experiencing self-hating thoughts.”
Up until now,
I blamed myself for us being star-crossed
I blamed myself not being good enough for you to stay
I blamed myself for you leaving without saying goodbye
You didn’t give me a moment to breathe in the tank you left me in
I didn’t know where I went wrong
From the feelings of laughter to abandonment
Friends to now strangers
From consistent to nonexistent
Now,
I see us breaking apart, never had to deal with me
You did not have the strength to break the truth to me
I blame you for not fighting for us
But I still blame myself for deceiving my worth